tonight Gdgtgrls world really stinks | gdgtgrl's Blog


For tonight I'll give into  it.  Tonight I'm giving into the depression, the general crappiness that I feel tonight. 


I don't know why I should fee depressed, blah and lonely.   I live in a great country, I have a great job (ok so I got kicked for no apparent reason & one of the people I support peed in the van deliberately).  My daughter is doing excellent (ok she has hearing, sensory and visual issues - it could be worse).  


I have these great friends, but they're all on EP - for me that means that all my friends (ALL of them) are online.  Either 3 timezones away or at least 3-6 hours drive.  On this rainy night, none of them are here. 


The home situation is still holding - not getting any better.  Between jobs and kid and such, we spend very little time together. Try as I might, this isn't getting better.  I'm done fighting, just done. So I'm alone alot!


Tonight, I'm not going to be happy, chipper or anything.  Tonight life sucks.


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Posted on 08:08PM on Jul 11th, 2008
Wow. You have so much going on but when I look at all the stories you've written most of them are so positive. I am amazed by you.
Posted on 08:34PM on Jul 11th, 2008
Ok when I get like this just smack me. It was a momentary lapse in optimism. Sometimes a sollitary pity party does the trick. Sometimes I need laughter to jumpstart my sytem
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