Clarification the sequal | gdgtgrl's Blog

Ok, most of you know that when I started here - my marriage stank but I still saw something in moose that would make me want to stay.   Over the past couple of months, that has all but evaporated.  As a dad - he cares for her in the physical sense, hugs her and stuff but spends very little time doing anything she likes - like reading to her. 

As a provider - he's a paramedic do the math.  As a husband, I am more often the brunt of his hostility and inability to control  his anger.  No he hasn't hit or otherwise abused me (ok once on the hand). It's just that he can't touch me gently anymore.  Even when he tries to pleasure me (not possible) it begins with too much force. 

Financially it's getting worse - not bankruptcy worse, but can't seem to stay out of overdraft worse. 

All I really want him to do is talk to our doctor and get some help.  Prozac and a different ED drug would be a start.  Anger management, marriage and financial counselling would be good as well.  Seeing as how he's refused - I'm not going to ask again.  It's time for me to find someone who can love me, be responsible, and fun all at the same time.  Like I said Eros!