New apartment ... first night | gdgtgrl's Blog

So...here I am.  Finally home in the co op apartment I wanted from the moment I made the decision to leave him.  Although I've spent brief periods of time shuttling between here and the old house since last week, this is it - the first night that I'm gone.  We've spent so many nights apart in the last 10 years due to shift work and family committments, that it still seems surreal.  Everything for the last 9 months has been leading to this moment.  Now that it's here, and I'm alone.  I'm not sure how I feel.  Relieved for sure.  I don't have to deal with the crap I've been dealing with for too long.  Excited definately.  Lonely? Not yet anyway. Horny - after 10 years of a sex free marriage - oh yea! Primarly I'm just glad that it's over & I can move on virtually debt free and as amicable as possible given the circumstances.